Good afternoon to all my faithful readers. So I went to church this morning even with the weather the way it was. I used to do anything to get high, even more, I used to do anything to get the money to get high in any weather. I am so glad I made it there. I felt an overwhelming urge to go since yesterday sometime. This morning when I woke up I knew I must do anything to make it there. When the pastor began to speak, it was then I knew why. He made more sense to me this morning than ever before. I truly felt God reach out and touch me. I walked in with a heavy heart, I walked out feeling the spirit flow through me. I do not really know how to explain it, and not sure I would if I did. This is something you must experience for yourself and when you do, as I have, I feel it is sort of a personal thing that only few will hear about from me. I always looked at Sundays as a day of rest or a day to regroup, but today I feel I have been shown the light. Now when I say that the first thing that pops into my head is Belushi in church in the Blues Brothers! Well, it wasn’ quite like that. It did, however, help me in my troubled times. I will regroup today. I will refocus my thoughts and where to focus my energy on in the upcoming week. I no longer feel the need to have certain things in my life because of certain fears that came attached with addiction. I Don’t have all the answers, but that’s okay because I have faith. Faith that what is supposed to happen, will. God has got me, I now feel this to be a certain. It is with an easy heart I pray that you all have a blessed day. To those of you out there in the grip of it, I pray like I never have that TODAY is the day your life changes forever as mine has and continues to! God Bless you all. If no one has told you yet today, I Love You and You matter!!!!!!