Merry Christmas!

Good morning to all my faithful viewers. God Bless and merry Christmas to all as well. I hope today brings you all peace and happiness with your family. To those of you that do not have blood family, or no family at all, I pray that you are at peace and doing whatever it is that fills your cup. Holidays in recovery have not been too hard for me this time around. Today is kind of a tough one. I am going through some things in my life that make today a little harder on me. I can’t really explain it. Let’s just say that I am with family, I am happy and actually feel a peace and relief that I haven’t had in a month or two. That is what makes it a little tougher. I am not with who I thought I would be with today. We are separated by force I guess if I am getting the whole story. I get it. For the reasons that have been explained to me, I get it. That doesn’t make the fact that I have barely been allowed to speak with her over the phone at all the past couples of days any easier. I know she is into what and where she is, which she should be. But a phone call doesn’t take but a few minutes. It is what it is I guess. The peace I feel is contributed from many things that I am aware of. The fact that I bought a lot of Christmas presents this year helps. I finished up school for the semester very strong. I have a killer job. I am blessed, to say the least. I have family who care deeply for me to spend this holiday with. I get to watch little ones open their presents in a little bit here! So I am just going to wrap this one up, no pun intended. Merry Christmas to all. To those of you out there in the grip of it,15748676_337867979930320_1946223979_o I pray that today is the day that your life changes forever as mine has. God Bless. I guess I am where I am supposed to be, and with who I am supposed to be with. God has a plan right? If no one has told you they love you yet, I love you and you matter to me!

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