Hello to all my true believers. Mirrors! I used to avoid em at all fucking cost! I could not stand nor stomach the sight of who I was, who I had become, who I wasn’t, who I thought I could never be. I just didn’t look into mirrors or anything that would give a reflection of the scared, lost, out of control child I was. The song I posted before this is called Mirrors by Lil Wayne. Please, if you have never heard this please give it a shot and listen to it! Such a powerful song and great video. I am so jealous of the content of the lyrics. I can relate on so many levels. Like when he says ” I see the truth in your lies, I see your soul through your window pain”! the guilt beneath the shame, how nobody is by your side but I am with you when you’re alone…. Just wow. How I look just like my dad and look good in a broken mirror. I had a moment back when I was at the vet center when my eyes met my eyes for the first time, wow. Yeah but even though I was crying it was a good cry because I could see change. I could see the man I was and have since become. It was beautiful. I rise and fall daily. Sometimes a few times. I have failures. I bite off more than I can chew. I am nowhere near perfect and that is ok. I am me. I am who I never dreamed I could be. I am Jason. I am a different person every morning. I am a little better each day with each new sunrise. I do still get overwhelmed pretty easy by the good and the bad, the struggle is real! Short, sweet and to the point tonight! To those of you in the grip of it, I pray that today is the day your life changes for the better. I love you and you matter to me. God bless and stay up!