Today Is my One Day…


Good Morning too all my true believers out there! So I posted a song before this blog post that is and has been very near and dear to my heart for the past six years. It’s called ONE DAY by Matisyahu. Im so upset today that I can barely type so please excuse my grammar and punctuation today. Today and many past have been my one day so to speak in so many different ways but today boy, yeah its my one day for real.Today is my Dads sixth year in heaven. He’s been gone for six whole fucking years man. Its a rough day for so many reasons. You see for the past six years on this day I would get so fucking drunk and high it would damn near kill me. I could not live with the pain of the loss of this man. He was and is my Superman. He is everything good that flows through my veins. He is my smile when im upset. He is my courage when I have none. He is my every defense when Im scared. This man was the most charismatic human I have ever met. He died entirely too soon at the young age of 54. There is not a minute of the day that goes by that I dont miss him, and need him, and think about him. I love you dad! I miss you so fucking much! I wish I could have gotten my shit together while you were still on this earth! Today is my one day specifically because all this man ever asked of me was to get clean. I truly wish he was here to share my life with me. Today Dad, today is our one day pops! I will see you this afternoon old man, rest easy up there! Today To those of ypu put there in the grip of it, I pray that today is the day your life changes for the better as mine has. If no one has told you, I love you and you matter! I today is your ONE DAY also!!! Stay up…..IMG_20170221_0001.jpg

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