Hello to all my true believers. This is a special post for the special woman in my life. Rachel. Yeah this ones for you girl. We’ve had our ups and downs as every relationship does. Things have been done, things have been said both good and ba by us both, I’m no angel. I’m no saint. When they suggest to not be in a relationship for the first year in recovery, I get it now. But who out thee can change the weather? Who out there can prevent falling in love? And if they could, why would they want to? That’s what its like for me being in love, trying to change the weather. I found out what love is with you! I have discovered so many things with so much more to come! Hand n mother fucking hand momma! Can’t wait to go to sleep later, its Christmas again tomorrow!! In this world of unknowns I am glad to know this one thing, that I love you, yesterday, today, and tomorrow! Keep on shinning girl, i see you! I’m super proud of you and continue to fall in love with you as each day comes! To those of you out there in the grip of it, I pray that today is the day your life changes forever as mine has! God bless and stay up. I love you and you matter to me. The song before this post, angel, that’s for you Rachel.