Good morning to all my true believers out there and anyone going through some shit right now or ever. I woke up clean again! Tomorrow is a big day in recovery for me. Life, its been happening to me lately boy, I know that’s right. I see so much more from an outside eye it feels like lately. I have always been somewhat of a watcher ya know? Having to notice shit and be aware of my surroundings for not only my protection, but for hustling reasons. People, including me at times, are just too quick to judge and not even consider what that person is going through or what they have been through. Self-inflicted or not, it doesn’t,t make the struggle hurt any less. My boots carry with them more pain and guilt and shame than most who judge me could bare. They have also walked my ass right into this life I live today, just saying. I posted an old school song by Bone Thugs because that’s what this life is doing, Murdering fools! Killing innocent sons and daughters. Mothers and fathers are dropping like flies! It saddens me to see and not be able to just scream STOP this fucking madness! Hug someone today without judgement! Love someone until it fucking hurts! To yhose of you out there in the grip of it, I pray that today is the day that your life changes forever as mine has and continues to. God Bless and stay up. I love you and you matter!!!