Good morning to all my true believers. Woke up clean again. Its Monday, my favorite day of the week! That is, if I was forced to choose because I look at everyday as a blessing. Every morning I take it one day at a time. Every day I wake up and pray. Every day I wake up with a freedom, a happiness, and an excitement to have another chance to make the right decisions!!! Today is the tomorrow that was never promised that will in just a drop of my eyelids, turn into a yesterday I can do nothing about. A yesterday I must accept, no matter what. Today, right now, this very second, I sit here calmly breathing easy with a warmth in my heart that I thought was a lie, I thought was just something that only existed in books or on t.v. shows. I am content but my thirst for more is still insatiable as it must be for my addiction will never really rest. Addiction is one of those nasty little fucking things like a rash I can’t reach, I need the helping hand of another that is willing to reach out and touch something gross, something ugly, something like my guilt and shame and pain and hurt. I have found that in Na. I am a hand for others because I know the struggle to be real, I see it, I feel it, I live it, I am struggle. One day at a time I live and breathe free, happy, smiling as I put one foot in front of the other until I get where I am going. One day at a time I cry a thousand tears. One day at a time is how I live my life. I have found shelter from the storms. I have my umbrella when it rains. I am also here for any addict, anyone, going through some shit or in the grip and will stop at nothing to help ease the pain and hurt or whatever it is they suffer from, 24/7! One day at a time works for me. I keep it simple, keep it real. I will, one day at a time, remain positive and hold onto this love that rages inside me while I continue to do the next right thing no matter what!!! The struggle is real! To those of you out there in the grip of it, I pray that today is the day that your life changes forever as mine has and continues. God bless and stay up. I love you and you matter to me! Happy thoughts!