I NEED A MIRACLE!


Good morning to all my true believers! So yeah, I need a miracle is an old dead lot saying when you needed a ticket for the show. Something you would hear a lot walking through shakedown street before a show. So why did I put it on here? Why did I post west LA fade away as a catalyst song? Good questions. Who doesn’t need a miracle right? Even though I am a miracle in the fact that I have died so many times only to be brought back to life. I don’t just mean in active addiction either.I drowned three times during swim qual in boot camp! 20170221_172834Another day another story! The lifestyle had me as a dead man walking. The fact is, no matter how philosophical you want to get about it is I am going to be a father again. I need a miracle! I failed at it twice already. I mean I failed in active addiction at it. So this is going to be another huge first for me in recovery. So many, no, too many people look at raising a child as a chore or a burden. To me, there is no greater honor! Rachel and I will have that honor to share together! We get to, because God has allowed us, to raise a child. We are going to teach her or him everything! We will be raising a future productive member of society. A future lady or gentleman. I can go on for days. The point is yeah having a child involves sacrifice, but I’m not sure I have anything I wouldn’t give up besides my clean time for him or her. And west LA is one of my all time favorite dead jams!!! So today and many many days ahead, I walk with a little more pride and my hunger and thirst has just been intensified if that is even possible! Prayers, We, all three of us need prayers! To those of you out there in the grip of it, I pray that today is the day your life changes forever as mine has and continues to! God bless and stay up. I love you and you matter to me!

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