hey. Haven’t been on here much. Haven’t had a lot to say. At the crossroads once again I found myself. Made the choice to put certain things on the shelf. My Dad used to say everyone is born naturally good at something Jason. Concrete is my something. I look forward to being a Father to be that something Too! As you all may or may not know, I am to be a Father again in early November! I know right! Truly blessed. Although school and becoming an addictions counselor had become my dream so to speak, being a great dad and husband has been something I thought never existed, but always dreamed of being. Some have asked me, how can you just give it all up? My answer is how could I Not? And am I gaining or losing? Cursed or blessed? Well i guess that would depend on who you ask. The way i see it, Blackwell men don’t love to be old men. My life, compared to my ancestors life spans, my life is at the end of the rope shortly. This little one about to be on this world, has the rest of her life to be whatever she dreams and I will stop at nothing and or give up nothing to make sure she is afforded every opportunity I can possible. So yeah, I’m living the dream! To those of you out there in the grip of it, I pray that today is the day your life changes forever as mine has. God Bless and stay up. I love you and you matter to me!