What it do, what it do? Waking up clean again, like a Boss! I read a James Dean quote that said dream as if you’ll live forever, live as is you’ll die tomorrow! Fucking great quote from a superstar! Money makes the world go round but it’s the love and laughter of and with my best friend that keep the wheels greased everyday. I am Jay and i am an addict for sure! I want it all and right fucking now! I want perfection and get so mad when i make mistakes. Give me give me give me! More more more! Insatiable! I’ve been stuck and lost for so long now that I get angry at or with myself because I’m bout to be 40 and just started living! Crazy! So I tend to go hard on everything and everyone and when shit goes not the way I need it to or want it to I get angry! I’m sorry! One day at a time forever! To those of you out there in the grip of it i pray that today is the day your life changes for the better as mine has and continues to. God Bless and stay up.