“I couldn’t stop the wave, so I learned to surf…”


Buenos Dias out there! Can you feel me? Waking up early, clean, and ugly once again! But, I am also waking up blessed. Blessed the fuck up! All too often I find myself wanting and needing things not so much beyond my grasp, but beyond my grasp in time! The title, I couldn’t stop the wave, so I learned to surf means so much to me. I did learn to surf when I was stationed in Califonia but have no photos that have made it out alive along with me. So skating photo it is. It’s close, naw it ain’t even close to what surfing feels like!

 

But there is more to that title of course. I guess what I am trying to say is Life is a bitch, but I deal with it. And not only deal with it, I fucking surf, I fucking skate right through it! That is, on the days I can find that inner strength I have spoken of in the past, to tap into. Things happen for a reason when they are supposed to happen and not until then. Sit still and Breathe Blackwell. And if I can’t sit still, I will skate! Going out there to get mine again today! Finally got some coffee in me so now I am smiling! Staying in the here and now, because I can’t stop time and I sure as fuck can’t speed it up. To those of you out there in the grip of it, I pray! Let me in or let me down! God bless and stay up. I love you and you matter to me!!!17141082_371526863231098_313326627_n21082187_453624235021360_46274296_o21057852_453626195021164_283446236_o

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