“When I grow Up, I wanna be an addict!”

G’morning out there! Can you fucking hear me this morning? The struggle is real! Can you feel it in the words I write? Can you see it in my eyes when I don’t sleep at night? Almost 40 and just learning how to live. At times when I have no more to give I run into my room and slam the door as I scream. Searching the sky for my dream through the clouds of doubt. Still, have no clue what life is all about! Searchin for this, looking for that, Have no idea my role and still called an asshole! The struggle is real! Especially when it’s now I can feel. Sit still and Breathe Blackwell! They never said it would be easy, just worth it! To those of you out there in the grip, I pray. Let me in or let me down. I am Jay, I am an addict. God bless and stay up…WIN_20170906_07_57_26_Pro.jpg

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