Hey, hi, and hello out there. I posted a John Mayer song once again right before this post. Gravity! That fucking song though, it keeps me grounded some days. Right at 2 minutes and 40 seconds when he does that with his guitar! Yeah! That means something to me more than just notes on an instrument! More than I care to explain today. Anyways that picture is my life today. School. Learning. The more I learn though, the more I realize, The more I think…… The title of this post comes from one of the MANY prayers I say over and over and over each day. deliver me from evil! Some days I feel like the evil I cannot escape. My past creeps on in every fucking chance it gets. Stigmas are a constant reminder. People are ugly. I don’t mean the way they look but the way they see. So I do what I can and can only be who I am supposed to be, right? It’s Sunday and I am doing homework at six am for a reason, well, many reasons, but today I am doing it to get ahead. This week gonna be crazy! Big things! I love Mondays! This week though! Giving them haters something to talk about because I fucking coming for it! ALL OF IT! Every god damn thing they said I could or would never have, I AM COMING FOR IT!!!!! I am Jay and I am an addict! I have found that new way to live! Let me in or let me down, either way, deliver me from evil! God bless and stay up. I love you and you matter to me!