Anti-hero…


Hey, hi, and hello out there! This photo says a lot without saying a thing! I thought about just posting it by itself! Think while it’s still free. I do not need my eyes to see things as they are. I do not need my mouth to express myself. At times when I open my mouth all that comes out are screams of pain from all the people, I have ever hurt anyways. Negativity! I just do not have room for it in my life anymore. My patience is thick these days, unlike the air which has become thin and whispy. Its growing colder by the day and will soon have that crisp snap to it!

I am no longer stuck in the past. I am in the here and now with great concern for my future. I was told by my therapist not to borrow trouble from tomorrow, so I don’t. Just because he suggests something though does not mean it is true and right for me for everything every time. Life, she is slippery for sure. She evolves. I have become fluid and flow with the tides of life, no longer that rigid one-way thinking.  Learning to listen and observe has proven to be worth its weight in gold. Sit still and Breathe Blackwell! Listen, reflect, and think critically, outside the box. 22219526_467943573589426_75424558_o.jpgI’m already looking forward to Monday! I hope you all have a great weekend, back to homework for me. I am Jay and I am an addict! We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me down. Stay up. I love you and you matter to me!22016221_466157317101385_292490425_n

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