It Get’s better…

There’s HOPE! they say-pray!

Sitting in this Hell, this darkness, hopeless wishing it would all go away got me like, “YEAH, MKAY”!

Change and take the road less traveled, but first I must warn you,  it WILL all come unraveled

It gets better they say, brighter

If I leave will I make it home? Back to my room in this abandoned house.

Just because there is hope it will be ok? sometimes when I’m lost I don’t wanna find THE way. When $20 and a pocket full of WHOA promises better things is what I used to say

come to these meetings and read this book-it’s blue and it knows whats best for you

a better you? yeah do as I say and not what I do!

We are not a religious bunch but find a god you must

Lost in translation the word of the day is confusion. why can’t I just get a blood transfusion?!

Relapses, they happen. they occur when what they are saying and what people are hearing and what is real get mixed up and blurred

They don’t have to though! SOmething is comin! Hot off the press and in from the wind it will blow just so you know, it gets better, brighter! First, you must surrender if you really wanna be a fighter! Oh my god you say, can my fucking knuckles get any whiter?

Somethin great is on the horizon and in your future

What works or has worked for some and even many does not work for us all

There is no absolute for what is right and what is wrong

Get ready! It’s coming!


We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me the fuck down!

To those of you out there in the grip, I hope! I am Jay and I am an addict! Stay up. I love you and you matter to me!

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  1. They say that your red blood cells are completely renewed every 4-6 weeks and the outer layer of the skin every 2-4 weeks. So why does it take, what feels like forever, to bleed out all of the sin and toxins? In “addict time” it feels like a lifetime…

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