Hey, hi, and hello out there! I love the smell of internet in the morning! Ahhhh! The mornings! I love them too! The Sunset is a lie! Not our dreams! Dreams are only mis-interperated perceptions of a reality we will probably never understand. The sunrise! Now that’s where it’s at! There is truth in a sunrise. There is more! More life. More chances and opportunities.
Happiness is NOT a sin! That is not a lie neither! “The road to the truth is not a forbidden one”! To find the suffering in the struggle and to believe that I need to feel pains over pleasures and go without to be obedient and therefore be happy is a fiction of morality I will buy into no more! I am Jay and I am HAPPY!
My life has led me all over this state, this country, and this planet. I have “been there and done that”. I have lived a pretty full life in certain aspects. I have not in others. I have experienced is what I am getting after. I no longer wish to look at it as I “endured”. My life, all the good, and all the bad has been nothing more than a life full of experiences and lessons learned. Smiles and cries right? I have been saying that for a long time. Perceptions now too! It, Life, and many other things in it are just different views from different angles looking at them with different eyes that are usually, whether I like it or not, influenced by the emotion felt at the time. That is what makes us unique. It’s what makes me Jay, my emotions or lack thereof.
There is way too much negativity in this world! Too much of a word I very rarely even say, HATE! I do not turn a blind eye towards negativity I just refuse its lease to rent space in my head and in fact DO what I can to change what is causing the negativity. If I cannot change it completely, I do what I can and in turn may just need to change my perception of it or how I am reacting to it. Choices right? Which eyes will you see with today? Which eyes, no, which mind will you imagine with? Will you do more than just imagine? Do you dare?
To those of you out there in the grip, I hope. We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me down! I am Jay and I am so much more than just an addict. Today is not just another day either! Stay up. I love you and you matter to me!