“Cogito Ergo Sum”


Hey, hi, and hello out there! Testing, 1,2…..I cut the stitches out early and reopened the wound! Sit still and BLEED Blackwell I will-but I can no longer sit still. My conscious is clean and there is enough in my bank for my Soul to cover the Bill. I am Jay, I am an addict!!

I slept while the world was celebrating the end of one year and the start of a new. I’m not sure if I am ready for this, how bout you???
3, 2, 1,….on your mark, get set, go!!! Life is moving fast but I’m gonna take it slow. 2017 was the best worst year I have ever experienced. No real reason and too many rhymes. My Soul paid the Bill and the currency was Time. You read what I wrote but did you see between the lines?
Reading the Bible with a burning cross as my light: I’m too strong to even put up a fight. All eyes on me! But yall are blind in one eye and from the other yuse cannot see! The Struggle is REAL! Even more so now that I can feel. This ain’t a game and I am not playing. That Bastard Sun walks off whispering, ” I won”! So take your ball and go home, for now, I must walk alone. Can you hear me screaming over these god damn Demons???!!!?!?!?
Let 2018 commence! The grass looked greener so I jumped the fence. Blood on my hands and ringing in my ears, it’s now time to REALLY face my fears. My vision is no longer blurred and there are no more tears!!!
With the wind at my back, the sun on my face, my feet have finally found their pace. It is onward and upward with Love in my heart, I can see the light best when I am in the dark!

So, no more oversimplifying inadequacies, I just moved back to Michigan City. Don’t drink the water, the well has been poisoned. Here we go with that shit again. It’s what I dip my pen in. That old year is over-I am ready for the new one to BEGIN. Happy New Year! May 2018 bring you all everything you have coming!
To those of you out there in the grip, I hope. We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me down! Stay up. Stay Human! I love you and you matter to me!!!17373065_378905675826550_1049372359_o

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3 thoughts on ““Cogito Ergo Sum”

  1. No real reason and too many rhymes.

    My Soul paid the Bill and the currency was Time.

    You read what I wrote but did you see between the lines?

    When you break it apart, there is a strength lies within each line. Together they creat unity.

    While there is no exact algorithm, I am intrigued….

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  2. Because..

    With the wind at my back, the sun on my face, my feet have finally found their pace.

    It is onward and upward with Love in my heart, I can see the light best when I am in the dark!

    TIME… that thing you called currency… provides darkness and light to each and every situation.

    So, while you come to a conclusion of comfort I only begin to wonder where your pace can take you.

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