“Anti-Hero”


Hey, hi, and hello out there! I was never free until I learned to let go. The what and the who though…When a poor man gets the blues you should listen. Can you see it in my eye? That little spark, that little glisten??? I was Born under a bad sign so get comfortable as this may take a while!!!
Bringing a knife to a gunfight, I keep hearing, “Blackwell, you ain’t right”! Tell me something I don’t know and get original! Because my response will always be, ” yeah, I know!, I wrote a blog post about it some time ago”. Sit still and Breathe-and Watch! For it is your mind I will continue to blow!
Somebody hand me a pen and paper! I’m about to write down my latest kaper! I got a heart of glass in a world made of bricks and stone-FUCK! Sometimes though, I just need to be left alone. So take your ball and go the fuck home!

Tun my fucking mic up! Ther, 1, 2….Can you HEAR ME???? AM I loud out there??? I wasn’t supposed to live this long, but I’m too mean to die. Whatcha gonna do about it? I guess I’ll just sit here and cry! I was made for this though, ya know? To survive?!!??!! Get in, sit down, shut up, hold on, and enjoy the ride! Please, do not close your eyes, there aint no use in tryna hide or not see what you are about to read….DO YOU BELIEVE???

I’m an Indiana Warhorse! I ain’t got no remorse! My Soul is heavy and the long been thin. You thought I was done, but I’m just now ready to begin! Rules are made to be broken! I’ll tell you how-out my mouth, using words never meant to be spoken! I’ll use that language you cannot hear unless you are finally ready to face your FEARS!!!

I feel like I’m livin on borrowed time and what goes up will always fall. I just saw your name and number on the bathroom wall!!!

Don’t you dare test me, you won’t pass! I jumped the fence and for once, it was greener, ya know? the grASS?! I may not come in first but trust and believe I WILL NOT COME IN LAST! Oh, whats that? You heard about me and my past? Well, guess what? It’s all true and you can now kiss my ass!

Change is possible and we do recover! Thank you, sir, may I please have another????

To those of you out there in the grip, I hope!!!!! Look around? Do you like what you see? Then do something about it! I am Jay and I am a fucking addict! Let me in or just let me the fuck down already!!!! Stay up. Stay Human! I love you and you matter to me…WIN_20180103_07_41_26_Pro

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