Hey, hi, and hello out there! There are clouds within me that reveal themselves from time to time. Sometimes, they are clouds of doubt that form when I don’t know what Life is all about. And then there are the ones that start out as a mist…it forms from my tears as my eyes gaze upon that list…that mist grows when it is fed with insecurities and becomes that black storm cloud wall from which I will inevitably fall! Growing stronger as each tear hits the ground and causes a ripple, oh, to be lost and found!
The lightning strikes and then the thunder POUNDS, casing it’s own ripple with effects so profound!
The storm passes taking with it the masses. all that is left are the true believers and the fog!
There are also those BIG FLUffy clouds I love to lay on and let my feet dangle from. These are the ones my dreams are made of.
And then there are the ones that come in from out of nowhere, unexpected, and for no real reason. Are you sure you can handle me and all my seasons??? or will you too, be “too busy” fumbling around for your umbrella???
My favorite are the thin and whispy ones! You know ones? They come around after the deed is done-after my song has been sung!
This may not be all of them, the clouds, but it’s a start. A glimpse, a peek, into what I call my heart!
To those of you out there in the grip, I hope. We do recover! Look around. Let me in or let me down. I am Jay and I am an addict. Stay up. Stay human. I love you and you matter to me!