I’m Just Looking For A Friend…

Hey, hi, and hello out there. If you know me, really know me, you know that I ain’t shy. I’ve been bitten a time or two! How about you? Check, check, 1, 2…

Life! She’s a Bitch! I know this to be true. Some things never change, like my trigger finger. It’s steady, not shakey even though it may be broken, black and blue…

Diamonds, they fade. People change. And Dreams, well they can sometimes lose their Luster…

The calm before the storm, whats that? It sure does feel like my Life is one big series of storms causing me to feel both, happy and sad, and everything in between. But today though, I have the courage to face them, to open my eyes, to see the unforeseen… 

“Everyone’s going to hurt you”, they say. Find someone whos hurt you can live with. FUCK THAT! Stay off my side of the trax if it’s here you ain’t got no business! Don’t even do it! Don’t cross em! You don’t belong! You may have read some of my lyrics, but you’ll never sing my song! Write? Or Wrong?

The only thing I do know for certain is the day is gone and the night is long. I’m brOKen-I have died! I don’t have it in me for one more shot or one more try! I have no more tears to even cry!

So, say what you want, say what you will. I always knew this battle would be uphill! My feelings and thoughts, my writings and my words, they sometimes cause a strife, but it’s a Friend I need, not just a lover, not just a wife, I’m not looking for someone to lite up my life like the sun. The sun already sees ‘s everything I do. I need someone to be my “Man on the Moon”!

I guess it’s time for me to batten down the hatches for it’s another storm I’m about to weather. Keep coming back they say, it gets better!

That’s all I got. It’s over now, I quit. No more words of wisdom. No more words of wit. It’s brewing up a Nasty and this one’s gonna require all Grit!

To those of you out there in the grip, I hope. We do recover! Look around. Let me in, you already let me down! I am Jay and I am an addict. Stay up. Stay human. I love you and you matter to me

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