Just another “thing”…


Hey, hi, and hello out there!

I look around and suddenly I am in the middle of no where-alone.

I met Evil when I was a young child…

The Sunrise sets the stage for emergence as the awakening process thickens. I am learning how to heal without the suffocation of drugs and alcohol as I look around and reflect back on it all…

I sat and took a minute for reflection, to really read my writings on the wall, and let it hall in me like an infinite echo as my life suddenly comes to a jarring halt for one second!

But in that ONE second, I can feel a lifetime of emotions. My emotions-the emotions of those that once surrounded me and I watch it all dissolve…

I had no clue as to what tomorrow might bring, but I was sure you would not become, Just Another “thing”…

I listened to every word you ever had to say. The weight of Love was always so heavy for me, I carried it anyways…

I asked and you said you could. See the boy that lives inside this man like you were an uninvited guest-but all you really did was judge me for the bad as you stepped over the rest…

To those of you out there in the grip, I hope! We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me down! I am Jay and I am an addict! Stay up. Stay human. I love you and you matter to me!

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