Feel my Fears


Hey, hi, and hello out there. This is all I am able to put down on paper about this right now,; I will be writing more on this another day, tomorrow perhaps…

can’t let go of my past has got me sinking, and fast. hypnotized by the lies no more. there is no getting back to before, I been this way since birth

is that commodity I speak of, Time, just an illusion? sometimes, I get lost in the confusion of exactly what I need to let go of from my past—->again, sinking and fast!

when I’m not lost, confused, or sinking– I’m so consumed with thought about my future–>THINKING–that I miss out on what is right in front of me. two good eyes and still can’t see!

stuck with certain things from my past and constantly absorbed in thought and expectations of the future has me missing today. So, is time really just an illusion? where am I?

fear, it’s healthy in small doses. I’m sick with it today. I need to see a witch doctor and drink that magic potion…

to those of you out there in the grip, I hope. we do recover look around. let me in or let me down. I am jay and I am an addict. I love you and you matter to me.

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