Reckless Tendancies…

Suicide doesn’t look so good today—it’s a box I refuse to climb in. Record, fast forward, rewind, PLAY! Forever and a day!

                                                       ?What’s after forever?

Why is it that my best dreams and worst nightmares include some of the same people?

Emptiness fills up the pages with words that will forever remain unclear! I find lucidity in the dark as the light disappears. I give up and let go<—->total loss of self-control as the bells toll and the thunder violently rolls…

The Struggle is Real and stems from within–fighting battles in a war I cannot win!

                                                     !!!???Can you Feal my FEARS???!!!

Hey, hi, and hello out there! Sometimes I just have to let go to remain in control if that makes any sense. I just keep going though, on and on and on, just like time. I have no clue what tomorrow will bring but I do know what yesterday gave me and continues to today. Record, fast forward, rewind, Play!!!!! To those of you out there in the grip, I hope. We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me down! I am Jay and I am an addict! Stay up. Stay human. I love you and you matter to me!!


      • Some things, especially in the deep subconscious, are not meant to be analyzed. Is there transference from reality to dreamland, I think k so yes. But what about those nights I eat spicy tacos before bed?

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  1. But subconscious thoughts that are revealed in our dreams house or give life to our anxiety, creativity and reason.
    So is it expression that is better left uninterpreted?

    What if the spicy tacos provoke inner truth?

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