Suicide doesn’t look so good today—it’s a box I refuse to climb in. Record, fast forward, rewind, PLAY! Forever and a day!
?What’s after forever?
Why is it that my best dreams and worst nightmares include some of the same people?
Emptiness fills up the pages with words that will forever remain unclear! I find lucidity in the dark as the light disappears. I give up and let go<—->total loss of self-control as the bells toll and the thunder violently rolls…
The Struggle is Real and stems from within–fighting battles in a war I cannot win!
!!!???Can you Feal my FEARS???!!!
Hey, hi, and hello out there! Sometimes I just have to let go to remain in control if that makes any sense. I just keep going though, on and on and on, just like time. I have no clue what tomorrow will bring but I do know what yesterday gave me and continues to today. Record, fast forward, rewind, Play!!!!! To those of you out there in the grip, I hope. We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me down! I am Jay and I am an addict! Stay up. Stay human. I love you and you matter to me!!