Hey, hi, and hello out there. Tuesdays are said to be the most productive day of the week, statistically. Personally, I don’t trust statistics. They are unreliable. A baseline at best if the source is credible. Today, Tuesday, February 13th, 2018 was one of the most productive days I have had in my recovery thus far! 

Slower is faster at times and less is more for sure! I have stepped away from a couple of organizations for my own reasons that to those outside of my circle won’t understand and it’s not my business to make the business of others, whether it is other organizations or other people in those organizations or both, public. I am going where I am more received, no wait, received at all actually. Re-centered regrouped and refocused. 

Windows! There are a lot of different types of windows in the world. Windows on houses, and cars. Windows in stores and so much more. There are even Windows in jail cells, though I never looked out mine, it seemed like a shortcut to thinking to me. 

For the most part, people only look out Windows. It sort of socially unacceptable to look in Windows is it not? I mean unless someone is shopping or something of that nature. 

When you look in my eyes, past my face, what do you see inside of that space? They say that the eyes are the windows to the Soul, to a persons Soul. I sometimes wish people could see what I see through my Window!

To those of you out there in the grip, I hope. We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me down! I am Jay and I am an addict. Stay up! Stay Human too. I love you and you matter to me.WIN_20180213_21_37_24_Pro


  1. I feel as if today, this is where you are. and funny thing is today is a Tuesday.

    I just remember when you wrote this and the words you expressed to me… The windows and doors are open, right now. You are not looking out of them, you are flying through them, you are moving through them. The chances are there and you are taking them! Youre busting through every god damn one that is locked and bolted. No need for tearing down the walls.

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    • As much as I agree with the truth you have stated, I think k you missed the point if this post my dear. Windows! Windows to my Soul, but also the way I see things through my window and oh how I wish people could or would look IN that window!

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      • YES but read my second comment before I even seen this! BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, I remember the conversation we had on the phone this night about the windows that were opening, and I believe that your passion and soul has came out and is flying!


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