Upside Down!


Buenos Dias out there!

Twisted thoughts that just can’t be bought begin forming, SWARMING! Never has never will be A—->B! I begin to hear it, that sweet symphony! It starts out low and slow, but firm, and steady! There is no time as it will not wait until I am ready! 3. 2, 1…..GO!

Upside down thoughts in a right side up world. I can’t contain it anymore! I have to let it out, unfurled! Society says “be yourself but not like that”! In an instant, SPLAT! Just like that–my brains are scattered against the wall and now I must crawl!

Spinning faster and faster, HURLING! It gets louder and louder, wider and wider-consuming! Devouring the weaker ones, the thoughts, cannibals!

Soul cakes for breakfast again but not in bed-more like on the ceiling. What is this I am feeling?! Am I even a human fucking being???!!! Transformed, cold but warm. Icy fucking hot! Deep and Rich! A heightened sense of awareness!

Throwing up gasoline! Upside down turned inside out! Brains dripping, sliding down the wall as I crawl through my guts on the floor while I bleed out onto this paper some more! Clouds of doubt casting shadows as I drift along on this ocean of dreams while I silently SCREAM!

I hope you all have a good day, I am again, just Jay…

To those of you out there in the grip, I hope you never let go! Stay up. Stay human too though!

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One thought on “Upside Down!

  1. Upside down thoughts in a right side up world. I can’t contain it anymore! I have to let it out, unfurled! Society says “be yourself but not like that”! In an instant, SPLAT! Just like that–my brains are scattered against the wall and now I must crawl!

    THIS.

    If one was to read the rest, they’d be just like the rest.
    Shocked maybe even disgusted that one can have such thoughts.. crawling through things, blood, guts.

    Yet, they’d accept fairy tails and flowers because they have filled and repressed their own upside down thoughts they’re scared to acknowledge the impact of life…

    I am one of those people… the optimist.
    Yet, I am only an optimist because of reality.

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