Buenos Dias out there!
Twisted thoughts that just can’t be bought begin forming, SWARMING! Never has never will be A—->B! I begin to hear it, that sweet symphony! It starts out low and slow, but firm, and steady! There is no time as it will not wait until I am ready! 3. 2, 1…..GO!
Upside down thoughts in a right side up world. I can’t contain it anymore! I have to let it out, unfurled! Society says “be yourself but not like that”! In an instant, SPLAT! Just like that–my brains are scattered against the wall and now I must crawl!
Spinning faster and faster, HURLING! It gets louder and louder, wider and wider-consuming! Devouring the weaker ones, the thoughts, cannibals!
Soul cakes for breakfast again but not in bed-more like on the ceiling. What is this I am feeling?! Am I even a human fucking being???!!! Transformed, cold but warm. Icy fucking hot! Deep and Rich! A heightened sense of awareness!
Throwing up gasoline! Upside down turned inside out! Brains dripping, sliding down the wall as I crawl through my guts on the floor while I bleed out onto this paper some more! Clouds of doubt casting shadows as I drift along on this ocean of dreams while I silently SCREAM!
I hope you all have a good day, I am again, just Jay…
To those of you out there in the grip, I hope you never let go! Stay up. Stay human too though!