The Anima has returned, you know, my Soul? So, once again, I am whole! My body is inferior to it though. None of its many working parts have life or existence unless actualized by it. There is little movement beyond that in which is instinctual; when it leaves, everything is broke, but when it returns, Pagans and Monks bring with them Holomorphic smoke! Incantations without limitations!
The process of Stratification has recycled. The winds have shifted, uplifted! No more huffing from a bag, remember, breathing the wrong air? I still don’t have any to spare. Time, it makes fools of us all and Reason is the path to truth!
I have said this before and I’m gonna say it again. Although I try to forget it, I am not ashamed of where I come from or where I’ve been. I am no longer what has happened to me, naw. I am what I choose to become and every day is more to come…
I lay down to die each night, tap-out, surrender, forever no more to fight. As I do I am letting go of all that attempted to break me. I am no longer hindered by the obscurity of my condition. When I awake each morning with each new sunrise, SOmething and or someone blows life back into me. It is usually an attempt of many, some negative, some positive. I inhale, hold it deep, and sometimes I only open one eye, slightly to take a peek. Then I let it go, you know, that first breath so then I’m ready to take on the rest….
I am working on a local, bi-monthly publication that will drop sometime during the first week of May. Probably, looking at my calendar will be May 8th. It is going to be called, “Onyun a’peel” and I am super excited about this! Stay tuned! I’m starting out small and local hard copies only, but if anyone on here is interested, email me your email address and I can send you all one! Stay up.
To those of you out there in the grip, I hope! We do recover! Look around! Let me in or let me down. I am Jay, all day! Stay up. Stay human too though! I love you and you matter to me…