High Octane!


So, back to this Fight or Flight! Sometimes, my nightmares aren’t only lived during the day and I don’t just dream at night!

They’re not numb anymore! So, my feet finally found their pace and oh what a stride! Looks like I’ll get a chance to reap what I’ve sewn in this Life through The Profits of Pride!

                                                   !No more being raped in heaven!

I didn’t die last night when I laid down, no. But, something inside of me definitely did, though. It was cast out, burnt down, it was rid, Let Go!!!!! It wasn’t shifty at all. In fact, it was very Legit! Albeit, I still felt like a snake that just shed its skin!!!

Wrong or Right?! Black and white! Fight or Flight!!??

Breaking back through another hole in the sky! Hey! Blackwell?!!! “What’s this hole in the sky you speak of”? Well, I’m so excited you asked! Sit back and relax while I show you how to get this high without taking another BLAST!!!

Hemmingway used to say, “write drunk, edit sober”! The sad thing is that most of Y’all won’t understand what you just read until it’s too late until I’m dead and it’s over! Fight or Flight?! 

I’m burning up on fire, High Octane! But you want me to give up before I start, you want me retired!

I’m too high to die as I climb through another hole in the sky! It’s where dreams become reality and nightmares go to die! It’s that place where you can cash in on all your Profits of Pride!

Counteract the reaction with a distraction and enjoy the satisfaction! Happiness is not a sin! The beginning is not where I chose to start, it’s not where my story begins! There is ink in my veins and blood in your heart. It is no longer surreal and for me and has never been corporeal. More like phenomenal! This isn’t a dream but quite real, The Onyun A’peel!

 

To be continued…

Stay up. Stay human too though.

#builtnotbought

 

 

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3 thoughts on “High Octane!

  1. “Let there be lights in the vault of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark sacred times, and days and years. And let them be lights in the vault of the sky to give light on the earth.” And it was so.

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    1. A vault, by definition, is a large room or chamber used for storage and generally underground. I cannot vault things anymore! It is what’s been my biggest regret in life! And sometimes, I NEED to feel the darkness, for it is the n the absence of light where I will see said light the best! My hole in the sky is where I take my nightmares to die!

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