Allow me to start at the beginning, which was juxtaposed at the end. My heart is getting beat like a drum and my skin, oh my skin, how tight it has been! Start over! Begin again!
~!!!Magnetic Mind~Pagan Majic!!!~
I poured Gasoline on everything I once knew and watched as it Burns! It was a new lesson I was after, a new lesson that I needed to learn! Blue turnt to white turnt to red from all of this god damn bloodshed! Not a new red, just a new shade and it was I for which it was made!
Building walls and mending fences! Missing some fucking pieces…”Slipping Away”…
The 11th commandment is: “thou shalt not fall”! The staff and the rod!!! I need you nowww! Where the fuck is Your goooddddddddd?!!
What the FUCK is wrong with me? Is there anybody out there that sees the same things, the same way that I see???!!!
There’s a firesale going on as we speak and it is inside of my mind! Come on in my friend, it’s all in here in Black/white. There ain’t nothing you ain’t find!
“I think it’s gonna rain when I die”! If that ever happens because, somedays, I’m too dead inside to die and on others, I’m too high to die!
Passion that has turnt to frustration and it is that very same frustration that fuels my determination. Google it! It’s called Sublimation!
Smoke! and Mirrors! They say, “Jay, we are in your corner”! I take a look around and find myself in a round room, but little do they know, I’ve found that “Perfect Blossom” and it is currently in Full Bloom!
I’ll never look at another knife the same as I do the one, in which with, I used to slit my wrist, but, missed my VAIN…
When I finally realize I’m losing it, My Grip, I’ve already lost it, I’ve already fallen, I’ve already tripped…
Sometimes, I let go right away because there is no way to fall down~wipe out~Gracefully!(I say this as I am looking up from the pavement)
Stay up! Stay Human Too!
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