“Slipping Away”!

Allow me to start at the beginning, which was juxtaposed at the end. My heart is getting beat like a drum and my skin, oh my skin, how tight it has been! Start over! Begin again!

                                           ~!!!Magnetic Mind~Pagan Majic!!!~

I poured Gasoline on everything I once knew and watched as it Burns! It was a new lesson I was after, a new lesson that I needed to learn! Blue turnt to white turnt to red from all of this god damn bloodshed! Not a new red, just a new shade and it was I for which it was made!

Building walls and mending fences! Missing some fucking pieces…”Slipping Away”…

The 11th commandment is: “thou shalt not fall”! The staff and the rod!!! I need you nowww! Where the fuck is Your goooddddddddd?!!

What the FUCK is wrong with me? Is there anybody out there that sees the same things, the same way that I see???!!!

There’s a firesale going on as we speak and it is inside of my mind! Come on in my friend, it’s all in here in Black/white. There ain’t nothing you ain’t find!

“I think it’s gonna rain when I die”! If that ever happens because, somedays, I’m too dead inside to die and on others, I’m too high to die!

Passion that has turnt to frustration and it is that very same frustration that fuels my determination. Google it! It’s called Sublimation!

Smoke! and Mirrors! They say, “Jay, we are in your corner”! I take a look around and find myself in a round room, but little do they know, I’ve found that “Perfect Blossom” and it is currently in Full Bloom!

I’ll never look at another knife the same as I do the one, in which with, I used to slit my wrist, but, missed my VAIN…

When I finally realizescreenshot_20180906-164300~31608186840..jpg I’m losing it, My Grip, I’ve already lost it, I’ve already fallen, I’ve already tripped…

Sometimes, I let go right away because there is no way to fall down~wipe out~Gracefully!(I say this as I am looking up from the pavement)

Stay up! Stay Human Too!

#builtnotbought  #filetofsoul  #projectsparechange  $inthegrip

 

One thought on ““Slipping Away”!

  1. WOW! So, this has changed a bit from last night! I AM IMPRESSED.

    I must say, I saw a transformation through out the writing. From hopelessness to hunger!

    It started at the opening sentence… It continued all the way through out.. and there was no ending..

    “Passion that has turnt to frustration and it is that very same frustration that fuels my determination. Google it! It’s called Sublimation.”

    THERE IT IS- CLEAR AS DAY!

    BUT WAIT…

    Sublimation?! There is more than one meaning, and I knew one of them before hitting the google button.

    Ambers Knowledge, Googles Words: “transition of a substance directly from the solid to the gas phase, without passing through the intermediate liquid phase.”

    This could apply…. Truly it could, looking between the lines and in the windows.

    Google also says, ” mature type of defense mechanism, in which socially unacceptable impulses or idealizations are transformed into socially acceptable actions or behavior, possibly resulting in a long-term conversion of the initial impulse.”

    Now, that makes sense too… but it is not you.

    but it is you that is making a CHNAGE for things to become SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE!

    Last but not least, my favorite!!!!!!!!!

    “Sometimes, I let go right away because there is no way to fall down~wipe out~Gracefully!(I say this as I am looking up from the pavement).”

    ITS NOT GIVING UP, ITS SUCCESS.

    FUCK YEA BLACKWELL.

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