Does it matter how I ask you? Should I whisper it in your ear? Or yell it out into the air?
I have recently discovered the importance of fears, even if perceived as imaginary, because even those lead to anger, which is secondary.
I’m tired of being mad!
Most people, will say they support you, but when asked, they haven’t a clue as to what you are up to! Feelings go from red to blue!
So, I’d say I’m most afraid of abandonment! It’s that feeling that lasts for fucking ever! One minute you’re here and the next you’re a ghost!
It’s a rise and then crash! It’s “got me feeling like money in the trash”!
So, what the fuck am I supposed to do? Don’t ever leave me and I won’t abandon you…
Together, we are in this rat race! We don’t have to win, just set our own pace!
Abandonment, from me, you will never have to feel, as long as what you are saying and what I am feeling is real….
Stay up. Stay human too.