Hey, hi, and hello!
Trust is something that never came easily for me, nor was it r given freely. ~Somebody always paid a cost~Something was always lost~
This is because I always victimized myself, putting my actions, both past ans present, on a shelf.
So, it’s not hard to imagine how hard it was to not know, in which, was the right direction to go…
Promises are the lies that are being said and are seemingly, always being read. Truth be told is a coined phrase that, in which with, most mouths should not behold!
I want the things that I do not need and am constantly battling over which beast to feed. This, that, and the other, I’m tired of people that are never there, calling me Brother!
Acceptance is key! Oh shit! I was just stung by a bee! Let’s wait and see how long it takes for me to not be able to breathe!
To me, life was always a game and I was always joking. Tryna breath only resulted in coughing, spitting, and choking! Actions are learned behaviors, and if don’t nothing change, life will always be a game and everything will always remain the same, a joke! What good is a tire with glass for spokes?!?!?!?
What are you gonna do about it? There’s nothing you can do about it, but everything I can do about it!
I’m tired of living by consequences. It’s made it hard to pick and choose, which battles to lose and which ones to continue to fight and what exactly is wrong when nothing feels right!
But, just as learned behaviors become action, they can be UNLEARNED too! Trust me! I wouldn’t lie to you, (no pun intended!).
“Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world”, Albert Einstein.
When the time comes for change, how will you know how? Who is it you will give the authority to show you who and how to be? And in doing so, does this really make me, ME??!!
Nothing is ever as it appears and it’s next to impossible writing in blood in my Book of Mirrors; it smears!
Stay up. Stay human too though!
#inthegrip #whiteknuckles #builtnotbought