Hold me DOWN, not Back!

Good morning out there! I hope you all can hear me!? Testing, Testing, 1, 2, 3….

Can somebody turn my mic up?!?!?!?!?!?

Living with someone that suffers from mental illnesses must be hard, I get that…But, sometimes, my home don’t feel like the home I attempt to make it because I’m constantly under attack!

It’s not that I don’t care, because I do, about what is wrong with you too…kindness, from my heart, it pours. But, my emotional instability has no room for yours!

You cannot lie to me! I can feel when something is wrong. Yet, you continue to refuse as if you have something to prove! I lied when I said I care, I don’t! I don’t care to be on your level of anger and fear. I reach out, sometimes it hurts me so much, I do so with tears. When you laugh at me it takes years to get back to right here….

I reach down, but you refuse my hand, and this, at times, makes me feel less of a man..I kept this post simple, but it’s effects, I hope, will ripple…

This world is hateful enough. When I’m at home, WE shouldn’t feel as if I hafta be tough….ENOUGH is ENOUGH!

My theory’s are proven, as right here I’m standing. There is no need to refute! Just love me, and let me love you!

Stay up; Stay Human too…

#builtnotbought #inthegrip #whiteknuckles

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