she’s a silly-heart, a dreamer. but i wouldn’t want to live in a world where i could only dream of her…
i’m just skin N bones. emotions, gone in the wind that so violently blows. where is it next that i will land? i really don’t know! i’ll be alright though, wherever it is, i suppose…
I been runnin a long time. i been gunnin even longer. what’s my next line? maybe i’ll leave you wonder~the damage is done. now there’s no where left to run. time to lean on my gun…
i feel so depleted, becuase i simply cannot keep up. i’m defeated…
the whole time, seeking and searching through my mind, looking for something i may never find, but i keep tellin myself, “i’ll be fine”!
there’s gotta be a way! i won’t stop untili get my way. i gotta find a way to loosen this noose, “away from all this abuse”…
her words held a different presence, but maybe that’s because i stole her innocence…
kept in the dark, in the closet with all my skeletons, till the end…
facing that face i see in the mirror, some things, some people have made themselves loud and clear…
i will just sit right here, wiping away all these left eyed tears…
i wrote this post line by line. “i did it! it’s over and i feel fine”!
i’m almost finished, so, “say goodbye for the very last time. you were the very last one in a very long line”! with the words you said to us, i guess you already said goodbye!
you’re promise was a promise written on a rubber check!
i don’t care what you say, i finally found my queen. sid N nancy 2019!
stay up; stay human too…
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