Trampled Under Soul…

I heard in a song once, a singer sing, “Anger is a gift”…

L, I, T, T, L, E Jay! Now I’m the one singing and it’s time to hear what it is that I have to say…

Today started out as both day one, and, One Day. Such a strain. I’m the outsider in society, as well as in my brain…

I’ve let go so many times, that, control, I fear I will never regain!

Allowing you to look into my eyes does not mean I wanted you to Trample on my Soul…

It is with these two weak and weary hands, I carry both love and hatred, feeding the beast, chasing Demons around, and fueling my Soul…

You’re right, we are nothing alike. My feelings and emotions, I KNOW longer feel the need to hide. I’m grown; I speak my mind. “Are you kind”?

Lookin up from under Society’s shoe, while you judge me for not living my life the way you do~Trampled Under Soul~I fucked up and gave you control~Threading the needle of Life at 3 am and under the Moon Light!

I close my eyes and count to ten, and hope this is all over with when I open them, only to have to re-live this nightmare again, and again, and again, again. 10 turns to 20, 20 turns to 40, when does this madness al end?

You want me to look at you and say, “everything’s gonna be ok”, but all that comes out is, “I’m an addict and my name is Jay”…

It’s a wonder we still smile with all of these tears in our eyes, surprise, surprise…

I have a Gypsy Soul but I’m not tryna live that Gypsy Life. I’m slowy learning what it means to stay and fight!

~Trampled Under Soul~

Upside down in a right side up world and thinking about jumping…

Stay up; Stay human too…

#builtnotbought #inthegrip #whiteknuckles

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