Mystical Mindfulness…

the attempts have been many, but feeble at best, to put the voices in my head to rest…

when the beat drops, my thoughts, they jump, skip, and hop, and then it happens; I hear that POP! I must allow myself to become who I was always meant. The moment of clarity comes, amidst all of this madness and chaos.

invasion of privacy! I know, I know, I let you in, this I can clearly see. “plurality of forms” and you are now storming the norms…

if you must see to believe, then, by all means, look at me…

if you don’t feed my brain or comfort my heart, you are then in turn, starving my Soul. This only weakens me and makes it harder to regain control, to give you what you say I owe…

the beat just dropped and caused the needle to skip. forced speech and pressured thoughts that have turnt to malevolence. my reality is now surrounded by your fence…

I have done nothing to earn your suspicion, yet here I am, under the constant thumb of attrition. the record just skipped. I think it needs flipped…

now that we’re listening to “B” side tracs, you suddenly think you’re from my side of the trax! after reading this, I will have to endure more of your vitriolic attacks. lest you forget, hatred has no home here, my love, my dear!

it is now with malice in my heart I am forced to go and make a start. the phone rings and the problems begin. how is it that taking a loss, can at times, feel like a win?

the beat is now unable to drop as it skips, as it skips, as it skips…think about this, I wouldn’t wanna live in a world without doubt…

Stay up; Stay human too…

#inthegrip #whiteknuckles #builtnotbought

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